mckhoii

I have been into a great deal of depression lately. I really cannot fully explain the reason why because even i myself am not sure why such malignancy has been pulling me really down from time to time. It is a fact that no one has no problems but I know that what I am carrying now and how i handle it is kind of different from how someone normal would. I had this evil feeling since I was a child and its peak was during my college days. After a year or two, I found a solution and some mastery over my feelings but I know that I should be cautious or else I would have a relapse. Just lately, my most feared relapse has been haunting me again. The evil thoughts and the no-source anxiety has been getting the most of me. I had no choice but to call for help. I am in distress. I called my mom and she told me to not think of it and be positive. She told me to pray whenever the bad thoughts come back. And so i did. Talking to my mom gave me some resolution but not fully. The night before my crisis, I took a rosary and tied it to my hand before i slept. Amazingly, I noticed a great change the next day. Although the evil thoughts were still there, my coping was quite effective and although it is still not fully gone right now, I am still thankful that there is positive progress with my emotions. God is really powerful and I thank him so much for giving me the cure and the support poeple I need despite the fact that they are far away. I guess I am okay now but I am hoping and still praying for full recovery.

Incoming Links (via Tecnorati):
Nothing Reported

If you enjoyed this post, make sure you subscribe to my RSS feed!